Longer than 7 months? LOL! I do enjoy using the gyneflex, it feels really good, so I'll give your suggestion a try. Don't mind me, I'm just in a black mood today.

Sometimes it takes a few months--you are going in the right direction. As long as the good feelings keep increasing.

Also, pay close attention. The first vaginal orgasms are not very strong, at least they weren't in my case. Not the same as clitoral orgasms. At first it was just one minor sort of whole body shudder, and a feeling of release and satiation. Over time that feeling grows, until now, my God. Orgasms during sex can make me faint, and several days ago I had the strongest spontaneous orgasm of my life. I am still shaken from that experience.

Sometimes it is very confusing being the way I am!

Well duh! I didn't even stop to think they might be weaker at first than the clitoral ones. *slaps forehead* That has happened. More than once. It's happened while I've been using the gyneflex. I'll have these very small, quick contractions, almost like a weak pulsating, and it feels good but not like what my orgasms typically feel like. It's also happened when I've just been thinking about sex or fantasizing and I flex my muscles. Yep, whole body shudder and a feeling of satiation. It's probably happened during sex too and I just haven't been paying close enough attention because I'm just lost in the moment. God I feel so dense right now! LOL! Ok. This makes me feel soooooooo much better. Thank you!

Oh and I read your post about that orgasm you had on the other board. That must have really been something!

I missed your post!

Yes, yes it was. I honestly wasn't expecting that to happen, I thought I'd just have my regular hideable kind.

I'm not worried in the future because the regular setting is so nerve-wracking for me it's impossible to relax enough to be orgasmic.

I'm so pleased for you! Keep at it, and things will get amazing.

I was wondering how you would do at the Christmas Special screening! LOL! Yes, I suppose that is a more nerve-wracking setting. I reserved 4 tickets this morning for January 15 but have yet to receive a confirmation email. I emailed them about it and inadvertently made a huge ass of myself. And I still don't know yet if I've got those tickets or not. God I hope so!

Anyway, thanks for the encouragement! It's really wonderful to know that it will get even better.

Enjoy! Make sure to post a taping report!

Well if I actually get the tickets I reserved I certainly will. I still haven't received any sort of confirmation email so I haven't been able to confirm my ticket reservation. I'm not going to email "audience" again because I was sort of scolded for bugging them and told they would get back to me some time today. I'm not going to hold my breath. I think I'm just SOL and seeing the show in January is just not in the cards. And it will most likely be a really long time before I get a chance to go to NYC again. *sigh*

Hi - First thank you so much, just having this forum has been so helpful and such a relief.

I wasn't able to see the videos from the links--don't know why-- are there another links you could send?

You might have porn-blocker software installed on your computer. Those are the only links.